I needed to hear this.

You made a big change in your life not long ago, Moonchild, and it was a change for the better. You may still be struggling with it, though - even though it is a positive step in the right direction. Your old way was comfortable because you were so used to it, even though it wasn't good for you. Take heart in knowing that you are doing something that's positive, and that as time goes on things will get better and better because you were strong enough to try a new and better way.