getting close to you is comfortable.

like tea

or socks

or orgasms, with socks on.

i have no problem falling

or getting up.

sexdrugsandhomework

yeah,

you are my guy.

you should come over.

i like the way you smell.

musk and rain.

get some.

cloud nine.

take me away 

warm breeze

silk

spice.

this song.

smitten.

"i guess it's just hard, you know? 

looking around to see everyone happy, together

and realizing you're just as happy, alone."

-

all talk.

you're all talk.

talk 

talk talk

talk talk talk.

old you.

i didn't give up on you,

you gave up on you,

and it's your fault i only love the "old you."

Good advice.

There may be some event or situation from the past that still causes you pangs of guilt or regret when you think about it. So why do you keep thinking about it? For whatever reason, you just can't get past it. But you must. What's done is done. So go back to that time just once more, and acknowledge that you might do things differently now. At the same time, though, you need to recognize that you did what you did back then because it was all you knew how to do. Maybe you made a mistake. Maybe you had some weakness in an area in which you are now stronger. Forgive yourself, and move on.

monday nights.

i wish i could call you and tell you to come over.

i'd warm up some soup and we could have lemon squares.

i'd tell you about my day, you'd make me laugh until i cried.

we would watch videos.

make love.

watch more videos.

it would get late, and you'd just stay over (on your side of the bed).

then i wouldn't have to miss you - and wonder "what if?"

my what ifs 

would be my monday nights.

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Got new rims, finally.

Thought you should know.

pine.

less pine.

i remember feeling rich.

you made me feel rich.

I love fall.

drawbridge.

there's no simple explanation.

it's as deep as the dip in your back

and as rocky as your spine.

it's the heart in your eye.

it's that feeling we shared.

let down the drawbridge. 

fine.

i want it.

all of it.