If you are too stupid to see what's in front of you,

I guarantee you won't be too stupid to see it when it's gone.

you have all the best parts of everyone else

(including extras)

real.

girls,
giddy.

falling for men.

this time, for real.

our story.

white 

hot

glamour

thank you universe :)

finally falling

without fear

--

sink or swim.

and when it finally comes down to it,

will you sink or swim?

i can't wait to see you.

up.

i have those butterflies that don't go away.

i have that grin, like an idiot.

i have an anxious, racing brain,

day dreaming about the next place we'll go.

this time.

it's different this time.

i trust you.

"who's sweaty hand is this?"

- "mine."

swoon.

good kiss.

i remember saying "it was just a good kiss. a one time thing. a random guy, at a random bar."

i also remember doubting every word.

funny,

i should have known better.

i should have known you were more than that,

because now i get to wake up next to you.

--

i know, love. i'm scared too.

but not as scared as i thought i'd be.

Shit that was good.

your smile is bigger than my doubts.

Let's see how lucky you think you are.

i turned away from all the others.

talk.

i like to watch you talk.

the way your lip twitches when you say certain words,

the way your lips slide over your teeth,

the way your tongue moves when you laugh.

no one talks like you.