dear mom,

did it hurt?
did you regret it when it was too late?
was it scary to not be in control of your own mind, or did you notice?
did you think of me? or ryan? or jordan?
is that you whispering you love me every night?
are you proud of me for getting up every morning even though you aren't here?
don't you wish you were here?
don't you miss me?


we all miss you.

Love,

Kristen.