thinking.

i've been thinking a lot lately.

yesterday was bad, today was better.

i'm just going to let things happen.

frogs.

you sent me a frog.

that's all i needed.

"you bring the glitter, i'll bring the camera."

i close my eyes and see you.

force.

"Can you force yourself to have feelings for someone?"

-"Well, could you force yourself to stop feeling for someone?"

"No."

- "Then, no."

the hen or the egg?

which question comes first?

"where do you come from?" or "where are you going?"

and more importantly, which one really matters?

legs.

the more i model, the more self conscious i am.
why can't my legs be skinnier?

smoke and mirrors.

what i saw yesterday.

who knew

that all of this was only 25 minutes out of town. in someone's yard.

dragonflies.

more mosquitoes, more dragonflies.

we adapt to changes. even when we think we can't, we always do.

dream home.

you're the kind of home
i thought only existed in my dreams.

the chase.

if he doesn't chase you when you walk away, keep walking.

enjoy your youth, you will never be younger than you are at this very moment.

birthdays.

today, i turn 21.

i'd like to stay this age forever please.

wind.

"It's just wind," she said. "Things that are meant to stay, will."

"What about the way I feel? I'm scared it will change."

"If it's meant to go away, it will."

fox.

"I take pictures of people. A fox isn't going to buy an 8x10"
-Mom.

whatever you care about-

i care about.

12

patterns.

"but i'm leaving"

-"of course you are."

"what do you mean?"

-"i'm used to it."

only a matter.

it's only a matter of time

before you give in,

and when you do

i'll be right here.

i can't get you out of my head.

i don't like you. you're a horrible, horrible person.

i heard everything.

i tried. and now i give up. you're not worth all this effort.
unfortunately for you, i'm not the only one who feels this way.

we do our best.