summer.

it's finally here.

abstract.

we need more abstract. more grey area. more room for interpretation. less black, less white, more grey.

if the world was meant to be black and white, it would be.

oh hi.

lovelovelove.

me, too.

"I love you."
"I love me, too."

weddings.

Who needs a fancy dress? Expensive rings, 400 guests, an extravagant venue and a $1500 cake?

I'd trade it all for a white, flowy dress, bare feet, 10 guests, simple rings and a few cupcakes, in some field or forest.

It's about the commitment. The marriage is forever, the wedding is just a party.

So let's spend our money on forever, instead of just one day.

amen.

lazy sunday.

you make me want to do this. so let's.

i hear what you're really like.

no one likes you, but we all put up with you.
and i have no idea why.

laughter.

the earth laughs in flowers.

-e.e. cummings

for you.

i am enough.

choices.

at the end of the day, it's all about choices.

you can choose to indulge in self pity, or you can make your own happiness. life is what you do with it, not what it does to you.

you, me and reality.

listen.

feel.

it must be tiring to hide your feelings.

it takes a strong person to admit them-

and a weak person to deny them.

treat her right before someone else does.

cold tea.

I wait until my tea is cold to drink it. the flavours hide when it's hot.

When you do anything out of the ordinary, you see things that normally hide.

Allow yourself to be different, you never know what you will find. And more importantly, you never know what will find you.

stories of the body.

our hands tell stories.

our feet, our eyes, our skin, our legs, our arms and torso. our hips, our joints tell stories.

we give our lips all the credit.

just because the words come out of our lips doesnt mean the rest of our body has nothing to say.

what i want.

"I want someone that I want."
"Of course you do, Kristen."

old lovers.

old lovers fall like leaves, but just if you let them.
- geographer.

courage.

It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.
- E.E. Cummings.

The original of definition of courage is to tell the story of who you are with your whole heart.
- Brene Brown

this changed my life.

grain of salt.

i'm learning that some things need to be taken with a grain of salt.
not everything beautiful can last forever (which forces us to enjoy the beautiful things while we have them).
sometimes things are temporary; and for good reason.
maybe three days was enough. maybe it will never be more than it was.
maybe realizing this is a part of growing up.
perhaps, it's childish to believe that something incredible will last forever, simply because we want it to. if it is supposed to last forever, it will.

we need to realize this in order to accept that not all dreams come true. - and not because the world is cruel, but simply because they just weren't supposed to.

for the creative mind.

never thought of it this way. thank you elizabeth gilbert.

too cute.

foolish dreams.

i'm good at forgetting.

infact, i've already forgotten how you made me feel.

happy for you.

i did something horrible.
i shouldn't have.
but i am so, so happy for you.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

geographer.

i could listen to this all day.

inaction.

take action and seize new opportunities or someone else will.

read this.

give me a chance to make you hahahahappy.

left.

In this barren wasteland of burned promises, you've left your mark. Sublte cut. Deep and to the bone. Lacerated laughter. Tainted touch. You wanted too much.

my love life.

protect yourself.

imperfect.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

- Sam Keen.

come closer.

over.

you can't get over the things you can't ever get.

ryan mcginley.

love.

afraid.

maybe, sometimes, we're just afraid to love.

selfish love.

Selfishness is one of the qualities apt to inspire love.

- Nathaniel Hawthorne.

this is you.

You know what charm is:
a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question.
- Albert Camus.

do this.

i like boys who do this.

the truth about you.

you fascinate me.

an emotional person is a distracted person.

love and distance.

they say love knows no distance.
i say, not only does it know distance, it was married to it, had a long painful marriage then divorced it.
they don't associate well anymore.

i like to think.

i like to think i didn't waste my time with you.
i like to think that we'll meet again someday.
i like to think that even though you are physically close but emotionally distant, that things will change.
more often than not, i don't miss you, but i do still care.
sometimes, i even wish you all the best.
i like to think the man i fell in love with is alive, somewhere.
maybe he only lives in my memories.
but no one can ever die if they live inside you, right?

i need to stop listening to country music when i'm in regina.

cannes.

i need to see these.

Mom's birthday.

Happy Birthday to the most beautiful woman that ever graced this earth.

mine.

i need this to be my house.

national lyrics.

didn't anybody tell you how to gracefully disappear in a room?

king.

monsters are real, ghosts are real too. they live inside us, and sometimes, they win.
- stephen king.

scrabble.

your day.

i want to wake up and see your shoes in the stairwell.

i want to celebrate mother's day with my mom.

i'm what i need.

i hold myself together like a pair of book-ends.

meet me in the middle.

according to google maps, Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario is 2,081 km away from me and 2,127km away from you.
so meet me there?

if i.

if i was so special,
so beautiful and smart

i wouldn't be so god damn alone.

amen.

no boyfriend?
no problem.

may fourth.

my face hurts.

surely.

you're my favorite reason to smile.

may first.

i miss charlottetown.
too many numpties here.