this can't be it.

and it won't be.

the sound of being around you.

the first time i saw you, my universe shifted. 

i know my universe will only shift once.

my latest dream.

She finally agreed to talk to me.
She walks in and we stand against the window, facing the kitchen.

I ask her, "How can you treat me this way? You treat me worse than a homeless person on the street. I'm sorry. I made a mistake."

She says, "I know."

I don't understand.


Out of frustration, I sit down.
I raise my voice, "How can you be this way? After everything we've been through?"

She slowly walks over, and lightly wraps her fingers around my jaw.
And in the same motion, she pulls me in
and kisses me.

She means it.

I'm released, only to see her smile

as she walks out the back door.

i will always give credit where it is due.

my friend falling in love with film.

sometimes the moments you can't define are the most important.

say.

i can safely say

this time,

i know exactly who you are.

You are business.

And this is pleasure.

Finally.

There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. Their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. Just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.

Via Manny.

100.

there are 100 things i could say to you.

and i'd rather say nothing.

My Dad said epic.

"Kristen. I have an epic surprise for you."

"What is it?!"

"If I told you it wouldn't be very epic."

Feud.

My head and heart
feud.

Every minute of every day

over you.

lines.

the lines on your face used to be soft,

and seamless.

and now they're jagged.

like you.

if i die tomorrow,

i'm gonna have to tell you something.

Golgi.

"I've always loved him."

"but you said-"

"- I lied."

"Kristen you told me-"

"- I lied."

With every cell
With every mitochondria
With every fucking golgi aparatus
In my body,

I love you.