Say goodbye.

"I don't want to say goodbye. My heart is racing."
"Say goodbye Kristen."
"I can't."
"Look at me and say goodbye.."

Happy Halloween!

what a weird fucking day.

Straight hair.

Its Monday and I wore my hair straight. Just like I always did.
Then I see you.

pass.

this, too, shall pass.

This is my dream bed.

Halloween.

Tonight I'm Cleopatra.

Preston & Main.

Every time I hit Preston and Main I think of that little boy.
I wonder who he is now.

we need to think.

Fix.

"Are you in a relationship?"
"No, I just fix them."

sex is sex is sex is sex.

it's just sex.

get over it.

Quite the brain you've got my dear.

all i need.

I hope you're all I'll ever need.

modern friction.

we clash

and i fucking love it.

I'm this |   | close to calling you.

Dirty olives.

The only dinner I had tonight was the olive in my dirty martini.

we can't do this.

last night i had a dream that we ran into each other at school.

you finally said hi.

i looked into your eyes

and cried.

"we stopped talking for a reason. we can't do this."

just so.

but you're just



so





boring.

Ocean nouns.

I'm attracted to any noun near the ocean.

no where near.

you know we're no where near there, right?

Afro.

I was a hair model tonight, and Kevin Murphy, your hair products are incredible.

Men

Where are all the men?
Who can chop wood, go fishing, finish a beer and build a deck.

Haven't seen one in a while. Must be endangered.

My mind stops at you.

Fuck.                                                    I'm so sorry.

What I see before I sleep.

Moons.

I'm a moon and you're a star.

Spring cleaning.

It doesn't need to be spring to get rid of the unecessary things that clutter your life.

It also isn't just things that need to be removed, people need to be, too.

Time to spring clean.

natural.

It's just natural with you.

Alexi Murdoch.

When I've lost all care for the things I own 

That's when I miss you,
You are my home.

Life is quick,
Death is quicker.

And we seem to forget the latter.

If you don't know.

If you don't know someone, don't talk about them as if you do.
What's the point, really?

In an effort to make someone look bad, you look worse.

as.

no one has made me feel as beautiful

as you did.

Be a camera.

You have to be able to observe life as if you were a camera all the time, constantly looking at light and the way that things are placed and the way people hold themselves. You need the ability to see something in someone or something that no one else really sees and be able to bring that to light. Basically, you have to be an obsessive crazy person.

- Ryan McGinley

Cancers

The problem with cancers is they listen to their heart and not their gut.

Key.

Usually I can crack my own code. But I think I've lost the answer key.

Stay weird.

Wineforone.

Lately, I want wine more often.
When I study, when I eat dinner, when I feel like it.

Its not a problem, right?

Single.

"You're single, who fucking cares."

Guilt.

Who's fault is it when you feel guilt?

Yours.

(That's why its called guilt).

I accumulate way too much that I can't afford to lose.

McGinley.

I can't get enough of Ryan McGinley.

Easily my favourite photographer.

Stop.

STOP TALKING ABOUT MY MOM. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HER AND NEVER WILL.

It's fucking offensive!

someone like him.

i'm the kind of girl who tells it like it is,
whether you like it or not.
i'm the kind of girl who dances alone in her living room with a wine glass in her hand.
i'm the kind of girl with secrets, too much emotion and too big of a heart.

i'm the kind of girl you could never handle, the kind of girl that is meant for someone like him.

guilty art.

A guilty conscience needs to confess. A work of art is a confession.
- Albert Camus.

Love me anyway.

Last night I had a dream I was pregnant, and it wasn't yours. But you loved me anyway.

I wonder if you still do.

find me.

you.
yes, you.

come find me.

Poem.

Remember that poem I wrote about you? It's up in my room again.

intelligence.

I'm emotionally unstable.

just a coincidence.

was everything that happened just a coincidence? or did it mean something?

why don't we talk anymore?

am i the only one who still thinks about us?

what was the point of us even meeting?

really, though.

look up.

if we got married.

"If we got married, it would be at 4pm on a Thursday, completely wasted."

"Why a Thursday?"

"Because we're Thursday people."

never-ending cycle.

you started off as nothing, became everything, and now you're back to nothing.

go figure.

shoreline.

lost in an ocean, you forget what the shore looks like.

(maybe) that's not such a bad thing.

SHOW ME, THEN.