fortune cookie.

in my room
on a shelf
is a tea cup full of fortunes.

you're the only one to come true.
the only one that needed to.

cutest email i have ever received.

Don't be mad when I cheek kiss your friends when I meet them
It's not even a kiss on the cheek it's to the air beside your cheek
It makes people feel appreciated and I love it

You on the other hand will get kisses many places aside from the air beside your cheeks

kids.

kids are awesome.

fine.

I hate the word "fine" but thats what i am.

trust.

My grandma says I should trust you.

so
trust you i shall.

apartment story.

We'll be alright.
We have our looks,
and perfume on.

- The National.

winter.

if possible, i think it just got colder.

wouldn't need you.

If I touched myself the way you touched me
If I could hold myself the way you held me
then I wouldn't need you

to love me.

new favourite.

new favorite website.

jelly.

(standing in line at great canadian bagel):

"I don't think you're ready for this jelly."

"Thats it. You've lost it."

you make me..

feel beautiful.

7:11

"It's 7:11, make a wish! I wish for licorice!"
"That's not a thing!"
"Yes it is. At 7:11 you have to wish for something from 711."

who you are.

Unless and until you know who you are, you are vulnerable to what other people say.
- Dr.Phil

kristyn time.

tonight:
I put up a new picture,
made a new earring,
and put on a face mask, only to make a funny face.
I'm pretty.

words.

unspoken words are best heard with the eyes.

forgiveness.

Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different.
- Oprah.

attention.

the problem is
i like attention a little too much.

doubt i'm alone on that one.

baba.

rest in peace baba. your life was full, your heart was warm.
my mom welcomes you with open arms.
miss you already.
and love you more than you know.

remember?

remembrance day? i remember and i always will.
and i'm thankful.
thankful for everyone that died for our freedom.

day off

i need a day off.
too much too fast.
this wine tastes like feet and i want a chocolate bar.
i think im gunna switch to vodka.
tonight best be good!

kinky.

Kinky is using a feather. Perverted is using the whole chicken.
- Unknown.

insecure.

People are never more insecure than when they become obsessed with their fears at the expense of their dreams.
- Norman Cousins

naked.

Art can never exist without naked beauty displayed.
- William Blake

long.day

this is the longest day ever.
up early
two hour exam
one hour lunch break
lab til 430
work on TWO labs til who knows when
gg w/ danica.
sleep.

currently on lunch break.

Doisneau.

Robert Doisneau might be my new favorite photographer.

less and less.

Every day I love you less and less.




The pain has emptied,



time to start fresh.

tat

wish i was brave enough to have tattoos like these.

live?

live in this room with me? just for like a day or whatever.

empty.

None are so empty as those who are full of themselves.
- Benjamin Whichcote

weekend.

drinks, hugs, ghosts and sleep. lots and lots of sleep.
blue eyes staring back at me, everything will be just fine. I don't mind this monday morning.