just this.

can i?

kitten.

I'm smitten like a kitten.

promise?

today.

this is how i feel today.
where am i going, really though?
can i carry my dreams with me or will they be lost along the way?
i might hang my head, and i might even cry.
at least there's you.
and hearts.

can't win.

Who do you think you are? What are you trying to prove? What ever it is, you're not fooling me. I can see right through my resentment, don't you worry.
You're not sweet, cute or sincere, you're just a child!
And at the end of the day, I don't have patience for it.
I can't take you seriously, I don't like you. And more importantly-
You can't win.

new light.

I see you in a new light. and I like it.

dreams.

Last night I had a dream we swam together in the ocean. we smiled and laughed. there were children all around us. And my family, too - including my mom. We saw rhinos and funny trees,
What does that mean?

dawn.

now, everything i see is a photograph.
and all the lines have become soft.
like your skin.

there's beauty in what i see,
and the grass is greener right under your feet.

the taste of your smile still lingers on my tongue,
with each breath that fills my lungs.

mystery, anticipation and fear.
the simplicitiy of new love near
my beating heart
every time we're apart.

turns out i like what you're about, my dear.

la la la.

la la la hearts hearts hearts

always.

I don't know why, and I wish I wasn't, but I am crazy about you.
And it's always been like this.

brave.

the brave may not live long, but the cautious don't live at all.

koala.

"tell me something new?"
"can i tell you something old borrowed and blue too?"
"yes please"
"new= i can't wait to wear my new tights tomorrow. old= you are old. borrowed= i borrowed the illusionist from my roommate tonight. blue= i like blue gotchies. your turn"
"new. i have a new cute friend i think. old. your old jokes are old. ha. borrowed um i don't know if i have anything borrowed. so lend me something. blue. my eyes and the sky and my room walls."

it's okay.

fridays.

I am so happy its friday. cuddles and movies and dinner and drinks. yays.

new pet?

Apparently, if you remove their smelly glands they make pretty great pets. people actually have pet skunks!
I want a lil skunk guy. LOOK AT HIM.

together.

of course it feels good when we kiss. we feel together.

lost.

Can we, though? Where no one can find us. I'm sick of this place. Anywhere in Europe works.

for now.

I don't think I'll tell you for a while. You're safe from my secret. for now.

it's true.

wish.

i wiiiiiiiiish.

young.

you make me feel young.

attention.

did i ask you for attention when affection is what i need?

late-

too little too late but we don't say no.

sex.

Sex relieves tension - love causes it.
-Woody Allen

over you.

i don't wanna get over you.

maybe.

maybe you don't actually like me. maybe i was just some sort of entertainment to you.
maybe you don't need me, maybe you don't care.
maybe you talk to me because i'm the only one who will listen,
and maybe i'd be crazy to love you- but it's already too late.

mail.

I'm expecting something in the mail. something a long the lines of adorable.

grow.

grow a pair, grow up and grow some neurotransmitters that don't transmit bullshit.

plain.

you can have me, plain and simple. just as i am.

crave.

why can't you want me like the other boys do? they stare at me while i stare at you.

you fool.

You can fool everyone, including yourself. But you can't fool me.
That blanket of denial will wear thin one day-and when it does, who knows if I'll be there.
Fool.

victorian love affair.

Aishwarya

Aishwarya Rai. The most beautiful woman on earth - for real though.