the art of seduction.

No man hath it in his power to over-rule the deceitfulness of a woman.
- Marguerite of Navarre

sleeve.

that tiny thing on my sleeve is supposed to be in my chest.

karma.

Dear you know who you are,
I know what it feels like now.
I am so sorry. But don't worry, karma did it's job-
and did it well.

Sincerely,
Kristen.

i don't have to pretend.

I believe in fairytales.

can we?

One night, can we do this?

time.

I'm worth your time.

but!

But I like you!
This isn't supposed to happen...
ugh.
It's okay, I'll still be here.

bother.

Why do I even bother?
No one even appreciates the effort.
And while I'm downstairs alone, I wonder why I rushed to get here.

share.

My heart is mine, but we can share it.

giggle.

you make my heart giggle.

first.

When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me.

let's.

let's not try to figure out everything at once.

hope.

we all live with the hope that things will be different. one day.
that all this suffering is good for something.
that all this strength we've built up will be put to good use.

but what do we know?

one can only "hope."

wrong side.

this morning, i woke up on the wrong side of the bed, put the pictures back up, painted my nails, called my dad and wore jeans.
things are different today.
but my heart still hurts. although, it hurts a lot less today. and maybe even less tomorrow.

tomorrow i won't even wake up until i absolutely have to- but when i do, i promise i won't think of ..

b&w.

black and white memories always catch me off guard.
especially when my guard is up.

shade.

Don't my eyes turn the prettiest shade of green when I cry?

your shirt.

last night i slept in the shirt you left.

it sure doesn't hug me
quite as tight as you do.

make me wait.

tired.

i am so tired of studying.
i just want to sleep. and perform mindless tasks.
and think about nothing. and paint my nails. and eat.
uuuuuuuuuuuugh..

flowers.

who would want fake flowers?
the beautiful thing about real flowers is they only last for so long- so you're forced to enjoy them while you can.
can't the same be said about our life?

Sinto a tua falta.

(I feel your absence.)

kaja.

love everything about these photos.

with you-

-i am free.

fortune cookie.

in my room
on a shelf
is a tea cup full of fortunes.

you're the only one to come true.
the only one that needed to.

cutest email i have ever received.

Don't be mad when I cheek kiss your friends when I meet them
It's not even a kiss on the cheek it's to the air beside your cheek
It makes people feel appreciated and I love it

You on the other hand will get kisses many places aside from the air beside your cheeks

kids.

kids are awesome.

fine.

I hate the word "fine" but thats what i am.

trust.

My grandma says I should trust you.

so
trust you i shall.

apartment story.

We'll be alright.
We have our looks,
and perfume on.

- The National.

winter.

if possible, i think it just got colder.

wouldn't need you.

If I touched myself the way you touched me
If I could hold myself the way you held me
then I wouldn't need you

to love me.

new favourite.

new favorite website.

jelly.

(standing in line at great canadian bagel):

"I don't think you're ready for this jelly."

"Thats it. You've lost it."

you make me..

feel beautiful.

7:11

"It's 7:11, make a wish! I wish for licorice!"
"That's not a thing!"
"Yes it is. At 7:11 you have to wish for something from 711."

who you are.

Unless and until you know who you are, you are vulnerable to what other people say.
- Dr.Phil

kristyn time.

tonight:
I put up a new picture,
made a new earring,
and put on a face mask, only to make a funny face.
I'm pretty.

words.

unspoken words are best heard with the eyes.

forgiveness.

Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different.
- Oprah.

attention.

the problem is
i like attention a little too much.

doubt i'm alone on that one.

baba.

rest in peace baba. your life was full, your heart was warm.
my mom welcomes you with open arms.
miss you already.
and love you more than you know.

remember?

remembrance day? i remember and i always will.
and i'm thankful.
thankful for everyone that died for our freedom.

day off

i need a day off.
too much too fast.
this wine tastes like feet and i want a chocolate bar.
i think im gunna switch to vodka.
tonight best be good!

kinky.

Kinky is using a feather. Perverted is using the whole chicken.
- Unknown.

insecure.

People are never more insecure than when they become obsessed with their fears at the expense of their dreams.
- Norman Cousins

naked.

Art can never exist without naked beauty displayed.
- William Blake