Interaction.

Is it all just interaction?
between us and the atmosphere. Animals. People. Elements. Feelings.

All tied together to interact.

this&that.

perhaps this is the world's way of telling me to

give up.

waste.

Today was a total waste of make up and pre-birthday excitement.

Art is appreciation.

Don't be sorry,
I'm the idiot.

broken promise(s).

without our broken promises, we could never move on.

so thank you.

neat.

she called you "neat."

it took me two years to realize she was right.


but i'll always love you, and cherish you completely.
(when i can define completely).

many months ago.

there were moments when I believed I could love you
and others
and moments when I knew you loved me.

but the dark chambers of your heart manufacture lies.
after lies,
after lies,

and fail to relay the message to the deep blue water in your eyes.

let go.
you could never be enough.
you've lost me for the last time.

Unplugged.

I want to unplug you.

But I'm afraid when I do,
the wall will come out with you.

Forever in my talons.

Perhaps, I need you.
Or perhaps, the though of you suffices.

Your brutal charismatic leverage holds my drunken soul.
Without your tyrannical self-loathing, you're better.
Consumed. Mine.

And anxiously awaiting another appeal, you lock my arms behind my back.
Tight. Trapped.

The others - they tasted wonderful.
But you never tasted better.

Release me from your grasp.
But I have you,
forever in my talons.

another loss.

i can't bear another loss.

and
i won't apologize for how cold i'll become.

subtract.

when things aren't adding up in your life,
start subtracting.

-anon.

Stories.

"We tell ourselves stories. We weave together different plot lines, wondering if the outcome of the story might be different were we to have done or said something other than what we had done or said, all the while knowing that the various alternative outcomes are just more stories - fictions meant to distract us from what is actually happening and so we pause from weaving and commence breathing, gently and non-judgementally saying hello to what is..."

away from you.

away from you from you feels further than the next galaxy.


away from you feels wrong.

She was as fresh as April,
And when he took her away she wore a smile.