long.day

this is the longest day ever.
up early
two hour exam
one hour lunch break
lab til 430
work on TWO labs til who knows when
gg w/ danica.
sleep.

currently on lunch break.

Doisneau.

Robert Doisneau might be my new favorite photographer.

less and less.

Every day I love you less and less.




The pain has emptied,



time to start fresh.

tat

wish i was brave enough to have tattoos like these.

live?

live in this room with me? just for like a day or whatever.

empty.

None are so empty as those who are full of themselves.
- Benjamin Whichcote

weekend.

drinks, hugs, ghosts and sleep. lots and lots of sleep.
blue eyes staring back at me, everything will be just fine. I don't mind this monday morning.

just this.

can i?

kitten.

I'm smitten like a kitten.

promise?

today.

this is how i feel today.
where am i going, really though?
can i carry my dreams with me or will they be lost along the way?
i might hang my head, and i might even cry.
at least there's you.
and hearts.

can't win.

Who do you think you are? What are you trying to prove? What ever it is, you're not fooling me. I can see right through my resentment, don't you worry.
You're not sweet, cute or sincere, you're just a child!
And at the end of the day, I don't have patience for it.
I can't take you seriously, I don't like you. And more importantly-
You can't win.

new light.

I see you in a new light. and I like it.

dreams.

Last night I had a dream we swam together in the ocean. we smiled and laughed. there were children all around us. And my family, too - including my mom. We saw rhinos and funny trees,
What does that mean?

dawn.

now, everything i see is a photograph.
and all the lines have become soft.
like your skin.

there's beauty in what i see,
and the grass is greener right under your feet.

the taste of your smile still lingers on my tongue,
with each breath that fills my lungs.

mystery, anticipation and fear.
the simplicitiy of new love near
my beating heart
every time we're apart.