fan.

i fantasize about you

flaws.

love my flaw(s).

study brain.

guy friend.

if i was your guy friend, this is what i'd say to you:

"don't let her slip away. show her how much you love her.
be considerate.
show her you've changed.

you know you'll regret it if you don't do everything you can to get her back.

in fact, i bet that's what she's waiting for."

forgiveness.

i've given up the hope that the past could have been different.

i forgive you.

Seriously though.

i'm done letting myself want you.

replaced.

you can't be replaced.

mcginley.

convince.

who are you trying to convince? 

me or you?

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what i don't deserve.

i'm swimming in the smoke of the bridges i have burned.

so don't apologize,

i'm losing what i don't deserve.

and in the end, we were made to be apart

in separate chambers of the human heart.

line.

i draw the line 

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wherever you stand.

The right person.

"When you meet the right person, you know it. you can't stop thinking about them. They're your best friend, and your soul mate. You can't wait to spend the rest of your life with them. No one and nothing else can compare."

the real you.

today, i remembered how it felt 

to realize

you never existed.

jealousy looks ugly

especially on you.