REALLY? this is your brilliant fucking plan to make things better?!

Rain.

How fitting.

almost.

you were so close!

dear men of the world,

say what you mean and mean what you say.

don't spend time writing cryptic messages.

don't make an ass of yourself by assuming i care about your current relationship when we don't even speak.

listen to me when i say i don't like you, i mean it.

listen to me when i say i want to be friends, i genuinely do.

and don't pretend you're okay with being friends, then throw it in my face when you can't take it.

be respectful. be kind. think before you act.

and act when words aren't enough.

and for crying out loud, be men.

Sick mind.

I wonder if you love me, or just have a sick mind.

I made this one.

I forgot to tell you you're gorgeous.

I don't have photos to post, or poems to write or feelings to express.

Just a disaster waiting to happen.

Requirement: tattoos. (plural)

Room.

If you want me, make room.

Osce.

Studying.

what we think.

we only know whatwethinkweknow.

nineteen.

Day one.

I'll never forget the way you looked at me.
Sometimes I wonder if it would have been easier if you never looked up from your phone.

I'm sorry you were in my line of fire.

yeah, you.

I'm sorry, but it's true.

and you're annoying.

made.

i made a fucking mistake.

three years later and this is who i am.

independence: to be alone and never notice.

knock on wood.

good morning,

and knock on wood.

"i'm a waste of your goddamn time."

I think about you every day, I swear.

Maybe one day I'll stop dreaming about you and actually just see you right in front of me.

I'm way too sensitive for my own good.

Wine.laughs.oldfriends.memories.

What if.

Can we really just pretend nothing happened?
I can't believe I'm sitting in a parking lot.

It's just funny.

It was so nice to see you smile.

She's caught up in his plot.

new song.

on repeat:

there you are.

Every time I hope I don't see you,

you're right fucking there.

line in the sand.

As soon as you draw that line in the sand, i'm crossing it.

Options.

What good are options if you don't want them?

cry wolf.

and eventually, it'll come to a point

where you'll ignore me in the hallway, and wonder what the hell you ever saw in me.

boyfriend.

school is my boyfriend.

keep keeping kept secrets.

Use.

Do I?
Do I use people like you used me for two years?

Didn't think so.

I don't know what I want,
Because I barely know how I feel anymore.