I didn't wanna be anyone's ghost.

Sailboats.

I'm a sailboat.

And you,

Well.

Knew.

You remind me of someone I once knew.

I wonder if you mean to.

drinking games.

one octive, that's all you get.

she's a philanthropist.
you get half of a drink.

Well well well.

You can't tell me horoscopes don't hold merit. Here's mine today.

Someone doesn't understand that a recent suggestion of yours was meant to be altruistic rather than self-serving. Obviously, Moonchild, this person doesn't know you very well. You recently became involved in a cause or a debate about a shared goal. The other party may be insecure in his/her own convictions, and sees you as a threat of sorts. If this person gives you a hard time and you become defensive, you will only add more fuel to the fire. Be laid-back, sensitive, and helpful in your dealings today, and you can clear up any misunderstandings and soothe any hard feelings.

Balmy evenings.

This is fucking beautiful. Good find Manny.

http://www.balmyevenings.blogspot.com/2011/12/blog-post_20.html?m=1

Christmas sap.

It's Christmas and I'm a sap.

I'll fall in love too easily. I'll remember everything I've forgotten when romance was misplaced.

Thank god I'm too busy with family.

Hair.

Perhaps I should start doing my hair like this more often.

Voice.

You're a voice

And so rarely a face.

Impressing.

It doesn't impress me that you can do things for me. In fact, I'd prefer if you didn't.

What really impresses me is when you can do things for yourself.

Adele.

Love this.

Space.

If space was a noise, your head would be loud.

Sleep.

What do you say to someone who can't sleep?

What do you say to someone who doesn't want to?

You are way too frikin cute for your own good.

on repeat.

"it just makes me feel warm."

Fact.

You're entitled to your own opinions, but you're not entitled to your own facts.
- Michael Specter.

mistake.

in the end,

i'm just your

little

sugar-coated

mistake.

i miss my best friend.

punch.

"hey kristen, you work out now, right?"

"yeah."

"why don't you start punching people?"

"good point."

love is

the little things.

the tiny little things unique to only one person. the things you can't duplicate.

• the way their hair looks in the morning
• the way they giggle at something that isn't quite funny
• the way they pronounce certain words
• the funny little face they make when they yawn
• the way their fingers fit perfectly into yours
• the way they smile
• that one crooked tooth
• the way they talk about their family
• the way they tell jokes
• how they blush when their jokes aren't funny
• how their eyes aren't quite one colour

if you only love the big things (they're smart, they're funny, they're kind) then do you really love who they are?

when you love the little things, that's how you know it's love.

Creativity.

If you're not prepared to be wrong, you won't come up with anything original.
- Ken Robinson.

we're here again.

I do this.

I seem to think I'm the victim.

I'm not. I've hurt just as much as I've been hurt. But maybe there's something wrong with me. I think there's a reason things don't work out and you all end up hating me.

5/10 times its not you, its me who's fucked up.

What do I really want? I think I know, then one little happens and I can't let it go. And I get scared. "He's not right. He did this. He'll do it again. Blah blah fucking blah."

I'm scared.

I wish I wasn't. I'm sorry for hurting you. And you, and you and you. You all deserve better. And I deserve what I have after you all leave.

Nothing.

Black keys.

A broken heart is blind.

too afraid.

i'm too afraid

to

love

you.

all of you.

sky.

stress. pressure. tension.

hassle.

if you're selling, i ain't buying.

So weirdly alone.

Not!

YOU'RE

NOT

HER.

Pillow.

Your name muffled somewhere in my pillow.

I won't forget the way you made me feel.

fall at your own risk.

I can't wait for Christmas.

listening to the national again.

it's hard to keep track of someone falling through the sky.

isn't it a little to late for this?

black birds are circling my bed,

black feathers are falling at my feet.

Late night calls.

Thanks for calling me at 3am,
Reminding me

That you're my last friend who met my mom.

I can't cry right now, I have to study.

Understand.

You don't understand me

Because I don't understand me.

serpentine.

i don't give a fuck if you're calling me

i don't give a fuck if you're mauling me

i don't give a fuck if you fall for me

i don't give a fuck if you follow me.

peaches.

Be nice.

Is it so hard to just be nice?

Apparently.

I need to let it go.

Cancer Dec 1 2011

You have an adversary. But this person is actually a friend or a relative. How did you come to view this person as an opponent instead of a loving member of your inner circle? Perhaps there was a long-ago, all-but-forgotten conflict between the two of you that you never quite worked out. If you can still accurately recall the details, which may not even be possible at this point, it's time to sit down with this person face-to-face and work it out. But if you aren't sure  how your competition began, then it's time to simply let it go. You will benefit immensely if you do.

I wonder.

Sometimes I wonder if the person I fell in love with is who you really are.
If I could see your true colours, I have a feeling they would be blue.
Like your room.

Funny, beautiful, sad and true.

Such is life.

Nothing left.

"I have nothing left to give."

"Then give nothing."

Bathe.

Bon Iver and a bath.

Do you still think of me when it rains? You were on my mind all night.

Persona.

"Du har ditt skratt."

My mind.

They say I have a beautiful mind.

And anything beautiful comes with a price.

room.

you put me in a room so small I can barely breathe.

Mold.

I am what you need me to be,
Until you need me,
Then I'm gone.

elephant.

you're an elephant in my room
in my head


in my heart.

so don't forget.

Kissing.

Girls are better at it.

we create our own fatalities.

Tired.

I'm tired of mundane blah blah bullshit.
Nothing thrills me like you used to.

i'll climb the tree if you climb the tree.

Tomorrow will come, dressed in newspaper

balancing a phone book. Tomorrow will come

like a valid point opposing a valid argument.

I walk around the house, turning off lights.

Boys assume they'll outlive their fathers

as lakes freesze, snow appraises the house and turns back.

Look in my eyes: you can see my talent for flagging taxis-

that I'll give a dollar even if the charge was fifty cents.

Tomorrow will wither, will tear a sleeve of thought,

will try to make a pact with your worst mistake.

And if we were younger, we'd wriggle out.

But we lack knapsnacks and a knowledge of getaway paths.

So I'll climb the tree if you climb the tree.

The branches are cold, clothed in snow. But we must climb.

Higher is a hardness when all you see are branches.

- Jeff Latosik.

Listen.

You're a coward.

sounds of love.

what i listened to when i was in love.

Old words.

I still believe everything you said,

even though you might not.

Stupid universe.

I HATE SEEING YOU AT SCHOOL.

linking apart.

the ado we much display,
the dust we kick up,
speaks the truth about us
our search for identity
frustrates our desire for unity
we share a common difference
that links us apart

- Eddie Thompson

in time.

In time, your heart will beat like mine.

Pre-shoot.

Really.

I really

Really

Need to stop dreaming about you.

the dream you.

There's a piece of my heart missing. Do you feel it too?

I can't help but fall in love with the dream you.
because now it's the only way to see you.

My Portuguese shelf.

here.

I'd rather be here:

here:

and here:

than where I am now.

loving two.

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one.

Because if you really loved the first one,

you wouldn't have fallen for the second.

- Johnny Depp.

New music.

Doug Paisley.

Listen to him.

Time.

Time can fly, heal, crawl, steal, give, take, shape and make.

We seem to forget how versatile time can be.
If time can do all that, think of what we can do
with it.

Creepy guys.

"I have enough creepy guys in my life. In fact, I'm filled to capacity. I'm no longer taking applicants."

Advice.